I had the pleasure of spending a leisurely day with a woman that I’ve known for a long time by many names. A fascinating woman in her own right, her intrigue only builds as you learn more about her and her passions. She is a Satanist and involved in the inner working of The Satanic Temple. She resides in Salem, MA, which is where TST has its headquarters. I was given a lovely tour of HQ, a warm refuge from the brisk winter air outside. It was very pleasant and welcoming. Visually rich, as one would expect, opulent and and enriching both in the environment it provides, as well as the people you find within its walls, within this organization. This is one of those vibrant beings, Mercy Maelica, the Assistant Executive Ministry of The Satanic Temple. We wandered away for a quiet lunch downtown, and found ourselves a quiet corner to talk.
All right. We’ve settled down into a little corner, a far end of the Salem Witch City Mall. I thought your name (Mercy Maelica) was pronounced as “Mercy May-el-eh-ca” before, but it’s “Mercy Militia”?
Yes!
Okay. And you are, and correct me if I’m wrong, you are Assistant Executive Ministry at The Satanic Temple, correct?
Yeah. I primarily do tasks internally, and more, such as media work, yes.
All right! So you ended up in Salem which is campy in every way you could possibly think of that is associated with witches and witchcraft and now, Satanism. But you were involved with TST before you came here, correct?
Yes, indeed I was.
So tell us a little bit about that.
I have been involved with The Satanic Temple since 2014. I became the chapter head in Maine, by the end of 2014, as one of the first chapters that came to be within the organization. I volunteered for them off and on throughout the years. I served on their national council for a little while. And now, yeah, I decided to just come here and commit as full time as I can.
How do you like Salem?
I absolutely love it. I’ve wanted to live here my whole entire life.
Clearly you have a thing with the aesthetic!
*laughter* Indeed. I could actually tell you a story on my first time coming to Salem, they used to have us on the school bus, all the kids down from Maine and New Hampshire, to come to Salem to go to the Peabody Essex museum. And I remember one year, the first time that I ever came here, it was on a field trip and I was a total outcast and I had no friends. I was the weird little witchy kid. And I glance over and I see tourists taking my picture, little 14 year old me all like, you know, in my gothy black dresses. They were taking pictures of me because they thought that I was a Salem Witch and they liked how I dressed. And it was the first time that I ever got positive acknowledgement for it.
Now you are in Salem where your look is not too uncommon, although I would wager as people still want to take your picture, especially considering your association with The Satanic Temple. You’ve been in a couple of things…*checks notes* You were in a documentary recently, what was the name of it?
Hail Satan? with a question mark.
Hail Satan?…and you were in that one? It was about the sculpture of Baphomet that is now here in Salem at The Satanic Temple headquarters.
Yes, yes.
Tell me about the headquarters, what you would want someone who knows nothing about it to know?
Well, besides our offices, headquarters is actually an art gallery that serves as the international headquarters for The Satanic Temple. It features a gift shop with not just TST merchandise like all of our shirts and merch too, but also all kinds of products from local artists that we feature at the gallery, or creations by other people within our organization like Shiva from Pentacle Path that makes all the oils and incense. Then there’s also our seasonal gallery change-outs, or shows with various controversial or groundbreaking artists as well. There’s an occult library with a Satanic Panic educational feature in there. There is a “Throne Room” with a generally, really luxurious, but macabre kind of vibe. There are always events going on there.
Now, there is an event tonight because today is the 15th of February, which is Lupercalia. For those who do not know what Lupercalia is; essentially, some scholars feel that Valentines Day came as an offshoot of Lupercalia. It’s from ancient Rome, and it was a fertility ritual during which young men ran naked through the streets bearing “thongs of leather”, which they would use to strike young ladies hoping to have families. It was a fertility ritual later translated into Valentines Day. Tell us about the event.
It’s being put on by the TST Boston chapter, and it’s sold out. I may have to follow up on this after the interview and see how it went.
Of course it’s sold out! I mean, it’s a sexy ritual from what I understand. And it’s in Salem, a celebration with The Satanic Temple. I imagine it would sell out quickly. The Satanic Temple is, for those who don’t know, a secular religion of sorts, atheist in its beliefs, although it has a fondness, clearly, for ritual and imagery that comes from Satan of the Blake and Paradise Lost tradition.
Blake and Paradise Lost absolutely. A… romantic literature based type of hero, the ”good guy Satan” stuff. Good guy in the sense that they fight against injustice disguised within unjust authority. Yes.
Is that what drew you in? To the Temple?
Oh my goodness, there was so much. I mean, I went on to be here full time, not just become a member of The Satanic Temple. I was a volunteer, and eventually I have found work within The Satanic Temple. It’s like a coming home. It really is.
The Satanic Temple does a lot of political and social activism. Some of the campaigns are well known; if someone might have heard about The Satanic Temple at all, they have an association with a statue of Baphomet, which was created in a direct challenge to the Ten Commandments Monument in Oklahoma City, which is placed on government land. The statue of Baphomet lives at the Salem temple currently. You also have had campaigns such as “Menstruating with Satan” which is to basically gather menstruation supplies, feminine hygiene products…sorry, I should not use “feminine” here, I did not mean disrespect, as the TST is VERY gender inclusive. But menstruation… you address it, you talk about it, you provide for those in need such as shelters and associated services. You also have a campaign in the schools to counteract evangelical clubs?
Yes. only if there is a particular evangelical afterschool group called the “Good News club”. Only in a school that offers a Good News club do we offer to set up the After School Satan Programs where you are basically directly challenging the presence of Christian religion in public schools, which should be secular.
There has been quite a bit of controversy about challenging abortion laws in some states under religious influences that are changing laws, so as to force their religious beliefs as Christians to restrict access to reproductive care. And in response, The Satanic Temple has offered up its Tenets as coverage from a religious standpoint from those who wish to challenge it. Do you have anything you want to say about that?
Oh, absolutely. Well yeah, I mean we’re a religion too and as pretty much any American knows…or should know…that the United States government is not allowed to discriminate against anybody for a religion whatsoever. If there’s one religious group in the public sphere, then they have to allow other ones influence and exceptions as well. And I think that a lot of the evangelical theocrats forget that when they make these laws, or they just assume that they’re the only ones that are allowed use of a whole series of arbitrary arguments by saying, “Oh, it’s a historical thing, our laws were based in the 10 commandments!” They do this, to limit rights, to discriminate against people, which is what we found over and over. But yes, with the argument against these tactics, work off of our tenet, that “…one’s body is inviolable, subject to one’s own will alone”. And a lot of the argument is that a fetus under a certain standpoint deserves personhood in the same way that the person who was carrying it does, without regard to the well-being of the person who carries it.
Yeah, that is definitely the push that’s happening in some places, especially the ones that want to do a counseling session before medical abortion will be permitted. They want you to believe it is a baby at all stages which makes people scared; the hope is to turn them away from any reproductive options open to them.
For example, the 72 hour wait period, which is one of our cases in Missouri that we’re fighting at the moment. Well for one, these lawmakers ran pretty much every single clinic out of the state of Missouri except for one, but Missouri is a very big state. So there’s some people that need these services that have to drive like three hours, stay overnight, or need someone with them. Many of them have other kids, so they have to arrange childcare, time off. Yet, they have to, since to many there’s no other choice, and some cannot make it happen, which is the idea. The financial burden, it’s terrible. You have to stay overnight, you have to provide transportation if you don’t have a vehicle, then buses, transfers it is.
This sounds like it is purposely meant to be a hindrance…
Yes! It is meant to deter people from not even considering going through with it. The fact that the person that’s carrying this fetus is already a fully formed human, with thoughts and goals is ignored. Like the person seeking help has no sentience! Oftentimes there are other children to care for that they don’t even seem to acknowledge or consider, that this person is already a parent, and they are taking them away from caring for those kids, endangering them.
Okay. So what did you want to add? On this specific campaign?
The Satanic Temple has a campaign called the religious reproductive rights campaign. Arizona, as mentioned with the 72 hour waiting period, that is a “refra” state, which is which basically means it’s effected by the Religious Freedom Restoration Act. It means that religions have certain privileges that other people may not necessarily. So, we basically use our tenet. That “one’s body is inviolable and subject to one’s will alone” as a means to bypass religiously enforced restrictions that women face when seeking an abortion. For instance, in Missouri you also have to endure a tons of paperwork, the beginning of which states clearly life begins at conception, which is definitely a religious statement. So we can test that. Law says they have to, they have to read that, then you wait 72 hours, and read all this stuff meant to try to guilt trip you. So our membership are able to bring in a form stating, well, my religion says that my body is inviolable subject to my will alone, and that we use science, modern science, to best guide our decisions. And so, we should not have to read this material. We should not have to have a 72 hour wait period because we feel that it’s enforced with religious intent. We had one person who took them to court, we had one person utilize that form a while ago. The case kinda got filed sadly. I can’t remember what entirely happened to the end of that. And then we have another ongoing case right now to where we are appealing a ruling that it (a judgment against TST) wasn’t based in religious discrimination. The Satanic Temple has lawsuits currently, like all over the place, where we come in and just basically try to offer our perspective when religions are invited to join the public sphere or dictate laws at all. We’re like, okay, well we’re a religion too.
Some people just don’t want the Satanists at the party, do they?
Right. They do not. Some of them do though. And actually, there are other religions or religious groups that respect and appreciate what we’re doing that have spoken out too, and have joined us in our campaigns as allies. Even Christian groups. When we brought the Baphomet statue down to Arkansas, we did a rally there for a big case in Arkansas…So yeah. But to get back to it, the reproductive rights campaign is a really, really major one. We have a lot of people that are working on that, and a lot of chapters putting in time and effort into that too. We also have walkers at clinics; it’s somebody who walks you into planned Parenthood and kind of act like a shield or a buffer zone between protesters, who are usually out in the front. And we counter protest as well too. Yeah.
What, what would a counter protest look like in this case? I’m curious.
Well. there have been two extremely notable ones by somebody. Jex Blackmore who was very involved with the satanic temple in the beginning, but who no longer is. And her counter protest actually got some negative reactions from people, people in TST and out of TST as well. But I personally always liked the whole idea of making a real big scene, to show a spectacle, you know. Because when we see people protesting outside with visions of blood, and fetuses, that type of scary stuff, it’s aimed to hurt people at their most vulnerable. It gets terrible. We wanted to make them feel the same way that they make us feel. So yeah, it ended up turning into Jex’s campaign on forced motherhood. They were always really, really big on milk rituals just setting up like these really bizarre scenes in front of like abortion clinics.
And this brings me to a question I’d actually forgotten about. Today, now, when you hear the word Satanism, especially since American Satanism founded by LaVey in the 60s..and if you’ve ever read Anton LaVey…let’s just say it didn’t age well. In an age of feminism, he comes from a rather misogynistic point of view. If you hear the word “Satanist” you tend to think in terms of something super campy, or about dramatic “edgelords”, and yet the legislations you are working towards fighting are real serious and genuine social justice issues. How do you match this disparity that people see? People who find the campy image of Satanists to be so over the top, they claim it’s hard to take this seriously. So how do you argue that like there’s a purpose to this?
I have a good answer for that because it’s something that we’ve seen a lot. For instance some, some people even within our own organization back in the day have been like…well maybe we shouldn’t go after this pro-choice cause because it might like make it look bad…because we’re Satanist and people would say, well no, we have every right to, you know, advocate for safety.
So I’m going to say this kind of drags into, pardon my pun here, it drags into a subtopic… you…the TST have a big subset of people who are LGBTQ+?
We welcome so many of them, I’d say over half of our membership, like well over…
…and there’s a certain association with portions of gay culture that is very flamboyant, loud. Which can be campy, especially like drag, that particular corner of the LGBTQ+ community. I can see how if you make the argument saying a Satanist can’t be taken seriously because of the dramatic way they may look, and yet flamboyancy is not out of place in parts of the queer community. It’s a comfort zone, even. So you have to be loud, you have to be out there.
They might feel like they don’t have to take us seriously, but I like to think that we proved through our actions that they have to take us seriously. You know, we’ll make our point with our actions and our advocacy and the countless cases that we have around the country too, and our successes so far. Everything from getting Bibles taken out of distribution at public schools to everything else we’ve talked about today.
Right now it is currently winter, not fall, but Salem is known for its Halloween so let’s go back a bit. It is insanely busy here during that season, and The Satanic Temple, well they took their part in the mayhem in the form of a “haunted house”, with a bit of a twist. Do you want to tell us about the “Hell House”?
I will always happily talk about the Hell House. Hell House is the brainchild of Joy Davenport. She herself had to grow up in a very strict evangelical type of environment and had to endure these “hell houses”. What a hell house is, well… hardcore evangelical groups use these to try to deter people from a life of sin. So the scenes, you know, instead of the scenes being what you might see at a regular haunted house…you know, ghost vampires, zombies and such…well…they use scenes of sin, of “sinful behaviors” to scare people. The part that’s meant to be the “horror” *gestures quotation marks* of the whole house, is the idea of your soul going to hell. And so we had one room that was set up, Joy called it the “abortion booth” where people could come in and pose as a pro life protestor, would pose with all these signs and pictures of fetuses and little plastic fetuses that they use to hand out to deter people from getting abortions. Some people came through it and they were actually really troubled because they had been through this type of thing already. This wasn’t without warning; some came through with purpose, to face it and know that this…it was meant as a healing kind of environment too, once you get through this “hell”. Because in the end they’re brought through, after being put through all that; they’re brought to the Baphomet statue. You know, it’s like the coming home to acceptance, to shedding guilt, this part at the end. You literally go through essentially what was intended to be scary by Christian, which it is, but we can see what is monstrous here, and it isn’t YOU.
So, you’re putting them through a simulation of a Christian “Hell House”, which is intended to scare someone, fearing for their immortal soul. You simulate this to people who don’t know what this experience feels like, might even think it’s campy over the top or fake, but really it’s not. This is actually done.
They ask if this is this something that is actually used as a tactic among evangelicals or Christians? Yes, yes. It absolutely is. Then we made sure to point out examples of Evangelicals who literally rely on psychological and even physical tactics to create the fear of hell as an enforcement technique of their religion. You put them through this and stressing that this is an actual sort of ritual in itself used by that evangelical Christianity.
What more can you tell us? Was there a storyline, a concept?
At first when visitors were coming and we made it seem like The Satanic Temple had let us (in the role of Evangelical Christians) take over their gallery to try to save their souls, and I just thought oh, I love this premise. So some people really thought that we were for real and not TST. We let them think that TST just allowed it because well…haha, good luck with that? Like, sure, go ahead and try to save our members. Good luck with that. And in the end it’s clear we were not, when they were brought to Baphomet.
I appreciate you sharing tales of the TST with us. I have to ask, since I’m curious…does the satanic temple have any particular stance on sex work? It must appeal to a certain sensibility that would include sexuality and personal freedom, and to those who find that sexuality calls to them, professionally. Or not!
You will find a lot…sex workers yes, and supporters of sex work within our organization, especially within leadership. They may be current sex workers or people that have been sex workers in the past. And to me this is a no brainer really… because both sex workers and Satanists are highly stigmatized, and here we are a collection of comfortable oddballs.
They’re like, Hey, you’re like me, you’re not going to judge me for that. For sex work, or any similar reason.
I just, some of the entire point of The Satanic Temple is show people who find themselves persecuted or otherwise outside of the norm, that we can find a gathering place and common ground and common causes. And most definitely there are sex workers all throughout our organization…
…but is there an official stance for sex work?
We don’t have one yet,really. Not yet anyway. We focus on our campaigns in what we do. Who know? Maybe.
So I’m going to veer a little further into the adult part of this. You are a former sex worker. I was as well, so I have a vested interest in this topic. I’ve known you for quite some time. The type of sex work you’ve experienced has covered a couple of different forms. And obviously you are very self-willed, you will do things your way. It fits in well with the TST family and community where you’ve ended up, it sounds perfect for your life, but…do you want to tell us anything about you as a sex worker, who you were, what you enjoyed? Because everyone likes some SCANDAL! *laugh* I hope my class can handle this! *laughing*
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Hello Marie’s class! Let’s see. Well I started dancing when I was 18, I started off working peep show. And that moved on to the stage. I’ve done everything from burlesque to fetish modeling to some very in person…in person type things. Many of these things with you!
This is true, we had some good times! I’ve been struggling to be out at times, but I think it’s important to be seen. Even in the past tense.
Let’s see what else…oh, yeah. Okay. So after I became a parent, I kind of… I tried to move into more traditional work and took a break from dancing and you know, kinda tried to see how I could function in a more not-so-nightlife way.
I feel this, this trying to…this transitioning over. I mean, you didn’t go from point A to being at The Satanic Temple. There was a time of trying to transition out of it (sex work).
Well, because after I became a mother, I just kind of felt like I, I mean I think every parent feels this way. You know, you almost feel like you have to put your own things on hold for a while…and you kind of do to some extent, but it doesn’t mean that you have to change who you are. It’s like, you know, okay… I can, I guess… I could still technically be a sex worker as a mom. I felt I could just keep it (kink) for my own fun, you know, that’s a separate thing. Then I lost my job. And I began again, I began camming again, like in my mid-thirties. I had stopped dancing when I was in my late twenties, and I started camming again in my mid-thirties, like webcamming, but doing mostly fetish or S&M type stuff as a dominatrix. And one of the main reasons why I did that after becoming a mother is because I can work a lot less, get paid a lot more. I have more time to spend with my kids and my family. I don’t have to kiss some managers ass just to take time off from work and it gave me more freedom, honestly. It was around that time that I began camming again and realizing that I can be everything too. You know, I could still be a good mom and a sex worker and you know, all these other things. That was when I got more involved with The Satanic Temple. I met the Lucien Greaves, and he kept in touch. And it seemed to go hand in hand with my coming into The Satanic Temple, along with my becoming a webcam dominatrix as well…it’s, it really changed my life. And, again, like I said…it gave me more time with my kids. It got me back into more creative aspects of myself and I don’t know, it was good.
I know that you also used to travel a lot before you ended up in the digital domain as a virtual dominatrix. I’ve seen some of the photos you created. You take these fantastic, artistic photos of yourself, these full stories and narratives. Essentially you a did self portrait as an art form. Twitter is an interesting place by which you can see a constant stream of people presenting themselves. But there’s something I see in common in some of your photos as dominatrix that ties in with the TST.
What is that?
Blasphemy! I’m obsessed with how many unique, complicated fetishes there are. Especially complicated ones, the ones at the edge, that touch raw nerves.
*laughs* Oh, I’m always happy to talk about fetishes. We can get into a wide range of fetishes! There are so many, I could talk for hours, but that’s a good one because these two topics kind of mix together beautifully. But right now…well, let’s go outside first. The parking meter is running out.
END PART 1
From here, Mercy and I went back to her house. We did continue the conversation, and from here on it covered much more adult themes than I had planned. Perhaps at some point I will publish that dialog; this is not that time. The rest of the day was quiet and relaxed, in the company of her family. She did some work in her little home office while we chatted, and her kids enjoyed the weekend in the next rooms. A nice domestic scene. As it turns out, Satanists are lovely people, full of fire and ideals, always engaging.
Note: I have a photo essay to go with this interview, which will be available in a few days.